Falling apart

[satujin]

It feels like everything is crumbling around me and I'm slowly losing sight of my goals. I keep thinking about Adam, my van was busted for a couple of weeks. I wanted to do all the things we used to before he left, go to the lake, eat at in 'n' out, make a trip to inaka. I don't know what's going to happen with Jeremy, if he leaves that puts all of

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[solemn_rhapsody]

I know man. It really sucks.

You know, the day before last, I had a nightmare. Probably doesn't sound like a big deal to you, but it is. I DON'T have nightmares. During it, I was drowning. Or someone who I was seeing through was drowning. And it just draws an interesting parallel to what's happening. I can't even remember the last time I had a nightmare. It's really lame.

Is Jeremy moving away? I wasn't sure about what was gonna happen, but it'll suck so bad if he does. I keep thinking about the night I freaked out. It just really sucks. Everyone is splitting apart. :\

[satujin]

Alex and Alicia broke up, so in August when there lease is up Jeremy has to find somewhere to live and I know he said something about moving out of town or state.

[solemn_rhapsody]

Yeah, I knew about Alex and Alicia. But that's still fucking lame. I wish he'd move back here, but who'd really want to do that? Haha. Guess he's just gotta do what he thinks is best for him.

Still ghey for us though. :\