I was reading some of my old entries, and I realized that I've almost accomplished my goal of never being sober, except for at work I have been high everyday for several months ( Read more... )

My van broke again, it's the power steering this time. My bass amp craped out, but it's cool it gave me an excuses to buy a new one, and it is sweet. I made a bong out of stuff I stole from work, and a starbucks bottle, pile of junk: free starbucks: $2.29 weed: $30 being high: priceless.

Those fucking bastards I call my managers are trying to pin $981 on me. I said I didn't do it, he said he'd look at the tape, if they keep insisting that I did it I'm going to hurt someone. This would be longer but it's hard for my typing to keep up with my RAGE!!!!!

A cat tore the shit out of my right hand while I was trying to get the fat ass dog off of it.

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Here's a list of things that remind me of you ( Read more... )

But I just accidentally drank ammonium hydroxide, long story. Incidentally I very well could die, about damn time. But I doubt it.

I watched "Without a Paddle" even though I fucking hate that Dax fag, because I love Matthew Lillard. Went pee. Noticed my glasses were croocked, tried to straighten them, they broke. Got super glue to fix them, it wouldn't open. Retrieved 2 pairs of pliers, atempted to open glue a second time, gleu broke. Had to remove glue bottle from fingers ( Read more... )

It feels like everything is crumbling around me and I'm slowly losing sight of my goals. I keep thinking about Adam, my van was busted for a couple of weeks. I wanted to do all the things we used to before he left, go to the lake, eat at in 'n' out, make a trip to inaka. I don't know what's going to happen with Jeremy, if he leaves that puts all of ( Read more... )

I'm going to get my A Plus in IT. Nothing like getting paid 40 grand a year to sit on my ass.