I hate being left alone.
I hate feeling like i'm missing out.
I hate having to worry.
I hate fucking cakes.
I hate tallahassee.
I hate school.
I hate breaks from school when everyone leaves.
I hate how i only write in this when i'm pissed at the world

I'm just not happy right now.

At all

Fuck it. I have to go back to this week of SHIT now.

I hate these kind of moods. They worry me. I guess you can call it a funk.

I'm so afraid, but I can't voice why; I don't want my fears confirmed.

This can't be happening...

I used to value loneliness, or at least cope with it very easily. It was just who I was, and I learned to live with it ( Read more... )

ever had one of those days when everything just turns to shit?

this is one of those days.

fuck.

It's been a while since I've updated this thing. I always have plenty of things to write about, but I recently reached an all-time high on the laziness scale, so that explains the lack of entries ( Read more... )

speechless

so yeah ( Read more... )

hey jealousy...

I was brutally attacked today in broad daylight by two butterflies. That's right; TWO in one day. One was a disgusting shade of blue, and the other was orange. Blue+orange=a really bad color combination. I think it's a conspiracy. The blue one flew at my hair. The orange one charged me straight on and hit me in the forehead. Gross ( Read more... )

but I couldn't be happier
simply couldn't be happier...