These last couple of days have been awesome. beautiful weather, beautiful people.   the basketball game was a blast, the bars afterwards were even more so, slumdog millionaire rocked,  my 3 mile hike with Rosco today was perfect.   I met so many friendly people that it is affirming my new perspective on human kind. i used to have a negative ,  ( Read more... )

So far eharmony has been a big waste of my time.  but that is ok. i want some time to just chill and be single.  not trying to rush into anything. i am pretty optimistic about this.   i am going to keep my eyes open for oportunities, but i just want to relax  and perhaps discover a new hobby or restart an old one that made me happy long ago ( Read more... )

Dear dear Tom,

I know that they say that words give little solace, but sometimes you can find joy and comfort in places you never thought you might. So here are some words: You only are supposed to be strong for yourself, and you don't owe anyone but yourself strength. Being strong doesn't mean not crying or not showing or having feelings or acting ( Read more... )

will be good times!  i have something wonderful going on in each of them. In march , i have phish at hampton. april, i scored 3rd row Conchords tickets at the beautiful fox theatre.  in may i am going to the beach for a week again. and then in june i have more phish ( Read more... )

I am having a very tough time with the loss of  RS.  When i thought of shows and live music, most of the time i'd think of him. He was my boy, my prospect, my hope for the future of the music scene.  I thought he was destined to be the next big musical artist of the jamband community and everything was setup for him to be that.   He had so much ( Read more... )

Rosco is 6 months old today!  I can't believe it .   He has been such a sweetheart.   He's been very well behaved for the most part and is so loving. I am blessed to have him and I believe he will grow up to be an amazing companion , as well as a protective one. This guy has a fire in him ( Read more... )

I lost a great friend today. It was a very shocking thing.  I was told he passed on around 11:30 last nite.  i called him and talked to him at 9:15.  it was the last i'd ever hear his voice.  we grew up together since we were 15 or so, maybe earlier.  he was a comical person, always making light of things. he had a great sense of humor and was the ( Read more... )

Today i worked a slow boring lunch.  Our manager that broke his back came to work today for the 1st time in a month , so it was good to see him today ( Read more... )

Today i took Rosco on a two-mile hike at McMullen creek.  It was a beautiful sunny day.  it was surprisingly void of people out there, so it was nice and peaceful.   I reflected much on where i was and where i wanted to go.  It was relieving ( Read more... )

Today i met with Cami and things went pretty good.  i realize how much i miss her and love her. she means so much to me and she is so so beautiful. holding her in my arms today was the best feeling.  we might have to spend some time apart to figure out what is the best for us though.  i had a date scheduled with Regina but i am not ready to move on ( Read more... )