HAHAHAHAH today was a bad bad bad day. im not sure why really, i just didnt feel it. i felt so far away from everyone.when i feel like that i always try to act more lively and happy so no one will see but today, i was just a downer. so if i made anyones day suck im sorry. Tomorrow seems promiseing, im singing for the school. i sound like shit and ( Read more... )

i guess sometimes i feel like everything i did when i was younger was a huge waste of time.people regert times in high school but i forgot most of my mistakes so i cant regert them i guess. i just wish that my past friends didnt hate me so much. ahhh dont worry this post doesnt even matter, my life is by far the best its ever been and i dont need ( Read more... )

today i woke up and was so scared. i had a test, a sonnet and my workshop to put together all today. well the morning starts off kinda so so, im dressed up as tiger lily from peter pan because johnpauls peter pan, and i feel cool cause i made up the idea for fairytale friday and fuck you people that didnt dress up your lame. im sorry i didnt mean ( Read more... )

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you guys, look at the opportunity i'm giving you, you can ask anything, anything in the world. and i'll answer honestly. yeah, i'm cool, i know.

Ask me 3 questions, or more. I don't care. Ask me anything. Copy and paste this in your journal if you want.

Me and Amy from school were talking and we were like whose going with who to prom so far all we know is ( Read more... )

wow all i can say is that life is flying by me right now and im in heaven. i couldn't be happier about everything. Alex and John Paul went to Tampa with me on Saturday we had a freaking awesome day and now my parents know Alex and therefor they love him (not like me thou). Today was kinda lame then awesome then back to lame. My parents got me up to ( Read more... )

this week really flew by fast, everything in life is cleaning up. i am at peace with leaveing high school, it doesnt seem so bad now. i saw Florida Southern on tuesday and let me tell you, its heaven, it is everything i could ever wish for in a college. and its close enough so that i can come back down all the time and see my friends and jank. and ( Read more... )

so i have a lot to say about life and how much its scary for me but then i think back to New York and i think back to us all walking around the city singing "Everything in life is only for now!" and i guess thats what i have to remember when i get scared. thank you for people that called yesturday it means a lot to me to see my friends helping me ( Read more... )

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im going to take things to make me not feel anything until im done with school. theres to much to think about if i could just make it stop then theres a chance i might not go crazy. i pray that somehow karma comes back to fucking kick some peoples asses. i really need to talk to anyone right now, im really confuzed.