to mark ( Read more... )

ha..three peircings, not bad for my first day of being 18 eh? that was pretty much the highlight of my day..once i got home everything turned to shit. my parents suck, i mean they are really really bad at anything they try to do and my eternal goal in life is to never turn into them. i have no respect for these people and if it werent for the ( Read more... )

oh god i just lost it during the last few minutes before the last bell rang at senior sit-out today. im sorry u guys saw me cry like that.. taking that group photo just made me realize its one of the very last times all of us will be together like that, caught in a moment between childhood and adulthood. for some reason im just in shock that i made ( Read more... )

oh common... even waiting for christmas as a child wasnt this slow. why cant we just graduate already? i promise i wont be all 'boo hoo i will miss my highschool years' later on. i just want summer damnit. i want my life to start, i want summer and then i want college and then i want to go out in the real world and find my dream job. am i the only ( Read more... )

there isnt a word invented to describe mark..to describe tonight.. so i wont try to write about either. but im like 0_0

0_0 indeed

ugh well at least i stoped throwing up thus far. a new problem is that because i got so dehydrated, my contacts got glued to my eyes and they are now bloodshot and have this weird jell leaking out...attractive no? I over dosed on tylenol last night and it was the worst experience ever, so im too scared to take mroe pain killers. i seriously want to ( Read more... )

whatever i have, is really really bad. it feels like growing pains and food poisoning and a fever combined. i cant even remember the last time i had to force myself to eat because i have no appitite, food looks so gross to me right now and iv already lost weight over this shit. i woke up 5 times last night [unheard of for the you-would-think-she-is ( Read more... )

haha i havnt smiled this much in SUCH a long ass time. mark is seriously the sweetest guy i have ever met, even the girls i work with at work could see through whatever badass routine he might put on and they go 'aww he seems so sweet alyssa!' haha they are correct ( Read more... )

ESENT U.S. POLICY ( Read more... )

inlove, deeply insanely inlove. madly, deeply, insanely inlove. i could go on. you know i have had three major guys before where i thought/knew i loved them...but you never really know what love feels like until now ( Read more... )