im soooooooooooooooooooo bored right now. i dont know what to do. im at mikes house...hanging out with his little brother. lame i know. i just wish i had somewhere better to go and something better to do.FUCK FUCK FUCK MOTHER MOTHER FUCK MOTHER MOTHER FUCK FUCK MOTHER FUCK MOTHER FUCK NOINCH NOINCH NOINCH NOICH. okay im done

holy shit this seems so weird to me. I havent written in here forever and ever and ever. No one reads these anymore so i feel relatively safe none of this will ever reach the outside world. Holly! i miss you! i really wanted to go to TFO on halloween but i was in Santa Barbara...sigh...SB...it was fun but it just made me realize how much i missed ( Read more... )

You said you went through and read these. i dont know if you really did but this one is for you. Anything i have written in here is nothing you havent heard before. so you can go ahead and snoop through theses looking for secrets i have from you. It not like im trying to be private, anyone on the fucking internet can read them whenever the feel ( Read more... )

sweet fucking christ man, this week will not get better no matter what i do. i should just give up, its sunday night a new week is coming but really im thinking its not going to be much better ( Read more... )

Coachella may 1st and 2nd. 100 bands, two days of fuckin great music in Indio. The cure, radiohead and the fuckin pixies reunited, greatness ( Read more... )

more bullshit. parents think im a raging alcoholic...how sad. oh well. im grounded to my house for awhile, it really just makes me want to get fuckin trashed and break things. cant do that, police may be involved ( Read more... )

i hate strep throat. i hate sacramento. i hate fevers of 104. i hate hospitals. i hate phone calls from friends when im sick at home and they are out having a great time.(ie:happy new years! im soooo drunk!!! what? you cant see out of your bloody swollen eyes? oh that sucks! well see you later!")i hate sleeping pills at 8 o'clock at night.i hate ( Read more... )

red bluff weekend, drinking with eric, starting drunkin bonfires in his backyard at 3 am...getting puked and peed on by the most beautiful baby ever ( Read more... )

man, i miss holly h...and im horribly jealous of her. shes in berekley and most likely in love. i wanna pick up and move so badly it hurts. i know where i would go but its hard. especially when i am sitting here in my little room, it just makes me realize how little my world is and how quickly im growing out of it. fuck. 17 minutes...yeah yeah. i ( Read more... )

This evening started out completely normal. I bullshitted a sports article, ate dinner and watched hook. It all took a turn for the worse when i pulled out of my street onto cottage. THE SCENE OF THE CRIME ( Read more... )