i have lost my best friend. And she isnt coming back. Ive been trying to ignore it and just pretend like im having a good time with everyone but i always wish she was there. She can understand me and know how to deal with me...whatever mood im in. Im not balanced without her...and that causes problems. so now, i go out...get fuckin drunk..do stupid ( Read more... )

"Someone to watch over me, You go to my head, My funny valentine,I've got a crush on you,Cant take my eyes off of you,I only have eyes for you,Autumn in new york,When I fall in love, Dont get around much anymore,Once in awhile, I'll be seeing you ( Read more... )

i just talked to my friend ive known since...elementary school. We havent talked in soooooo long it was kinda nice. I miss her. Shes a lot different now, but im sure i am too. Its kinda sad. We used to be so tight, but people change. I understand that but sometimes i just dont like it. Im not deep enough or depressed enough or poetic enough to have ( Read more... )

lately everything around me feels like its falling apart. I dont know what it is but nothing i have anymore is concrete. There is always room for something to change. Usually i really enjoy change, only because i get bored. I just dont know what to do anymore. I am aimlessly floating through this life and i dont know when i am going to ever land. i ( Read more... )

This is a test, just a fucking test...