i dont know why i am depressed really. i guess its just one of those nights. whenever i just sit around at night all alone i think about really worthless stuff. you know, the stuff that gets you sad ( Read more... )

so the night at owens...alls fun until someone spits on their hand. overall had a pretty good time ( Read more... )

in one week i will be in Santa Barbara. next wednesday at this time i will already be driving down that amazing street where you can see all of SB lit up. damn. im getting angry. if anyone has noticed, most of my entries are not what is really going on...what i want to happen mostly. i always give myself something to look forward to...its worked ( Read more... )

i think one of the major requirements to being a lost boy is being a boy...fuck that. they let wendy in ( Read more... )

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it is 9:13 on a saturday night. my friends are out drinking...having a good time and i am here writing in my god damn live journal. WHY YOU MAY ASK? ill tell you why. last night, i went to see elf with mike cory and beth, i told my parents i was with alex at elf. someone my mom knows saw me and told my mom i was with a guy. my mom went searching ( Read more... )

Today... supposed to be MOVIE TUESDAY...Finding Nemo the most beautiful movie made in the past 10 years came out today. a glorious day it would be,had all my friends not had to work and be gay (yes beth, im talking to you, you torrid whore!)movie wednesday? now does that really have the same ring to it? no! not even fuckin close! so yes, i sat and ( Read more... )

i love musicals. random outbreaks of song and dance is exactly what this world needs more of.

one:never drinking gin again ( Read more... )

well, my night. was fun! i was with cody,newby,gallagher,matt,freddy,pat alex and...mike. sigh...mike. oh the insanity. drank out of a measuring jug...had a good time...as always, me and mike ended my night the right way. its still so fuckin weird for me, my best friend all of a sudden wants to be the best boyfriend to me. so, it might not work but ( Read more... )