This is me

[schnikes]

This is a long post. Its about me and my life and people. Its about 10 minutes of reading. So read if you want.

Comments

[uglykidsrule]

i'm crying. a lot.

[leftbehindagain]

Okay yeah me too.

I'd read for 1000 hours about nothing, you'd only have to ask me.

[condemnedtohell]

Jessica, I'm tring really hard to hold in these endless tears. And I've been here for you from Jimmy, to cutting, to extream feelings of abandonment. And I love you, and I know you know it and love me back all the same. And you've been a better friend to me than I ever could have been to you. You were there to listen to me regarless, and you've kept my secrets. And I called you at 10:30 at night because I was all alone at the highschool, because everyone had left. And you talked to me, telling me everything will be fine. You have all my trust. I've been wearing your sweatshirt all day in anticipation of what I have just read. And I don't care what anyone says because you didn't lose Mark, it was his fault. He lost the best thing that has ever lay in his line of vision. And I've had a blanket, since the begining of time. My parents have ripped it. And it's been put in the garbage. But you jsut have to take it out and store it someplace special. You might grow older and life will present joy and doubt, but you can always have that

[ipkamoondg]

jess that takes a lot of guts to write something like that. and it was tearjerking too but still it took strength! i hope you feel better soon, and forget about the people that forget about you because you don't need them. you are by far an awesome person. ever since i met you i thought that. we should hang. you're so cool. feel so much better!! people don't know what they're missing. <3

[make_me_strong]

Man-oh-man Jess that made me cry. I love you.

WOW

[scratched_up]

Jess wow, i can kind of relate to you especially on the bottom part. Im so sorry. but you need to know like i found out that whatever damages you in life makes you more of a person and gives you more strength and beauty. you are by far one of the strongest and most decent people whether you know it or not. and i truly love you even though we arent the best of friends. and im glad we are talking again. you should never feel that way. if you ever need anyone at all im here for you. <333
Geena