So there's this fellow I met hanging out with some acquaintances of mine. This fellow has a bad way about him. He seems normal enough to other people, but to me....he has an unstable look in his eyes ( Read more... )

I have been listening to alot of Tom Waits, and various Trip-Hop,Pop,and Techno lately. Anyway....the matters at hand ( Read more... )

I'm currently in Somerset, Pennsylvania. I came up here to attend my cousin Nichole's wedding, which will be fun because she arranged an open bar (yay! free drinks!!!!). I look forward to lots of beer and Uno games with my cousin Adam and uncle Wes later on. I'm staying in this hotel called the Quality Inn. My parents keep getting rooms that have ( Read more... )

I don't know why I feel like I've suddenly woken up. I'd have to accept that where I was before was some other state of being. However, isn't it all the same. I'm communicating with everybody the same way I did before. I haven't transcended anything. There's this peach colored light trying to creep its way into my cold blue cave. Of couse, the ( Read more... )

Why can't I think? Think of something satisfying? Maybe my brain is being beaten down by the asshole in front of me. This begs the question, "why do I hang around him?" The truth of that matter is he is all I have to fill that friendship gap ( Read more... )

Every Wednesday night, I have Yoga at around 5:20pm. It is filled with half a dozen beautiful women, and this includes the instructor! The class sits around on the floor in a circle (which makes it easier for me to check everybody out) and does the "flows" as per the instructor's guidance. The instructor puts on some ambient sounds or music, dims ( Read more... )

I bought a digital recording machine that is uber powerful. At first I could not find a user's guide to it. Things were frustrating. Then, I found one. I started recording and everything was going alright for a little while. Then I needed to add some FX to tracks and things. Shit got complicated. The directions did not help me. I didn't know what ( Read more... )

I have been trapped in Memphis for three days, now. I still have the rest of today and part of tomorrow til' I get home. I forgot to bring shoes. These damned flip-flops are killin' me, but I'm staying alive. I've been sleeping on an air mattress which was punctured on the second day. I'm used to it though. James and I were supposed to manage a ( Read more... )

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Quick mindless bursts of energy, I wonder if I could live for that ( Read more... )