I feel as if I lost the best friend I have ever known. All that awaits me is darkness and an empty home. All my mother could do was cry with me, all my father could do was offer his condolences, as he slowly wastes away, awaiting an unwanted future. I passed a house party while walking to the library. I didn't feel jealous or even wish I was there ( Read more... )

I slept a half an hour last night, weighed down by the burdens of life and so on and so forth. Beware of the individual that looks like me, talks like me, and walks like me today...it isn't me, but a shell who has forgotten what it's like to feel human. The sprinkler located on the ceiling of a random hallway in the Robert Bell building is feeling ( Read more... )

Death becomes real when you least expect it. A phone call, a conversation, the bad news, and all of a sudden it becomes too real to handle. Emotions ar at an all time high...........

I'm changing things, unnatural progressions toward normality. I'm working on my deep breathing, to battle the onslaught of my stress response, fashioning a pair of rose-colored specs and trying to convey to others how generally happy I am to be on this earth. I waved at an aged man with a cane today, the reward of "how you doin baby" was well worth ( Read more... )

FIFA soccer will suck the life right out of a person...and transport that life into a dimension where time is eaten by kodiak bears in large chunks.
I planned on writing a paper today. I figured it would write itself after a few beers, I was wrong, as usual.
I'm being called to a party. yes.

I created a permanent slide in genetics, a pane of glass expressing the different stages of mitosis, that will more than likely outlive me. If you can consider squashed cells frozen in liquid nitrogen living. I guess out-existing me would be a better term. I've decided I am much more productive outside of my house, so I'm going to limit my exposure ( Read more... )

I'm taking up residence on the Moon, where earth laws don't apply to me. Where there are no moon consequences to your lunar actions and the sun shines indefinitely, as long as you keep moving. My little piece of moon rock paradise...complete with unobstructed glimpses into the cosmos without that pesky atmosphere burning people up left and right. ( Read more... )

I learned to breathe fire...I think the river was jealous.

I am quickly learning what's it's like to only attend class for three days. ZuperFantastisch is a foreign way of putting it. The volume of people walking to classes at the exact same time I decide to try and ride my bike down a sidewalk is astounding. I believe I used the politically correct term "excuse me" at least 17 times today. To my ( Read more... )

I went to the BMV today to discover that BMV's are closed on Mondays. I hate you Bureau of Motor Vehicles, I hate you. Now I have to drive back to Greenwood at 7:00 A.M. of the FRY of DAY. I bought a mixer at the walgreens today for $9.99, not including tax, I am going to mix up some cupcakes with it, not including poison, and sell them to the ( Read more... )