I'm going to get a job today...under penalty of explaining to my dad every week why I don't have a job yet and being lectured about not utilizing my potential and the fact that I'm not trying hard enough to impress potential employers with my ability to sell a bathing suit...and yes, I have a resume to prove it.

I've been staring at the TV for awhile now, about 30 minutes I'd say, and have no recollection of anything I watched. my mind has been elsewhere. i watched The Hours the other day, it made me feel like a prisoner trapped in my own body while trying to claw my way out with dull fingernails, getting absolutely nowhere in the process. Today Luke ( Read more... )

I slept alot yesterday, becoming a general waste of space that has to pay a large chunk of money to do so every month.
I'm trying to like people more, including myself
As far as goals go, I feel that its pretty attainable...I think I'm gonna make an effort this time

I consider moving a life-threatening experience. I survived, but just barely. We still have boxes here boxes there boxes on the ceiling boxes on the floor boxes crammed in closets boxes that open the door. We do have a clutter free pathway created among the piles of useless possessions we have collected and so foolishly thought we needed to hold ( Read more... )

purging myself of all material possessions associated with my childhood/teenage/awkward years, hoping to finally live up to my "adult" status without sacrificing my self-worth. It's a time consuming job but it had to be done. It seems I'm a bit of a pack rat, collecting little things here and there associated with certain memories and/or faces of ( Read more... )

how we differ from chimpanzees depends on who you talk to. Ask a primatologist, ask an artist, ask a biologist, ask a chemist, ask a factory worker. Who is more highly evolved, an alligator, a bird, or a physicist, questioning the laws of the universe. Does our ability to question why we are here and our place in the world make us more advanced or ( Read more... )

I like to read several books at once. It may be due to my faulty brain wiring leading to the lack of an attention span, or, the sense of accomplishment I recieve from multitasking. Both answers seems to be an indication and/or potential explanation for my mental instability and fear of new people. Every physical experience can be broken down into ( Read more... )

What is there to say about July other than the fact that it's hot, alarmingly hot, and mainly uncomfortable. The time of year where large numbers of people flock to various watering holes of differing sizes, to wallow in the aqueous bliss of heightened skin cancer susceptibility. AHHHH, summer...no one is immune to the charms of more fun, less ( Read more... )

I find that I spend about 3 hours a day wasting time, in which I do absolutely nothing. About 20 minutes is spent staring at cracks in the wall, 40 minutes entranced by various ceilings(depending on where I am), 1 hour daydreaming(completely unresponsive to the outside world), 10 minutes staring at my feet(as I wiggle my toes), and the other 50 ( Read more... )

I wanted a bike bike bike to pedal across across across the sea. Unfortunately, I was unable to attain said bike and am now looking for money to buy a new bike, but nice bikes are expensive and I have no money. My birthday came and went. It was wunderbar, thai food, friends, CARNIVALE: season one. i must be one of the most fortunate people in the ( Read more... )