I finally got 2 hrs alone with mike! And I talked to him about how I feel like he just doesnt have any time for me... and he basically agreed, but we also are making time to be together, except he canceled our mall trip we've been planning for the whole week and that I took work off for.. but.. there is still a chance that we will go out and do ( Read more... )

Today I have to go to school and fix my schedual... that'll be fun ( Read more... )

I just had an awful day, I only got 5 points off on my Road test for my license, and then I pulled out in front of a car and FAILED!! Im so pissed at myself... and I can't retake it for another MONTH AND TWO DAYS!! And then I come home and everything got put in perspective, Mike fell asleep on his way to work today and got in a bad accident, his ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me lately. But for some reason, whenever Mike comes over after work, I have this idea in my head that we will spend all afternoon together and be very happy. But instead, he stays for 20-30 minutes (today 10) and do nothing. It's really depressing, cause there is never enough time to do anything at all, and he tells ( Read more... )

I'm really stressed out right now, and even though I've talked a lot of my friends ears of about this subject, I really need to write somethings down and maybe it will help me decide what the fuck to do! Mike hates Vermont, and said " This place is eating me alive" the only reason that he is staying is because of me.. if we had never met, he would ( Read more... )

Things with Mike are kinda scary right now, I was SOOO nervous when he came home, cause I had such a bad feeling he would be differen and things wouldnt go back to normal. And my worth thoughts came true. He was being an asshole and not talking to me.. I told him if he was going to break up with me just to do it and get it over with cause I cant ( Read more... )

I don't know how to describe how I feel right now. Mike is has gone to Vegas for 2 weeks, and I don't do well when he's away, and my eyes start to wonder..and I feel SOOO bad because Mike makes me SOOO happy and I really do love him, I'm so crazy about him! But when he's away and acting weird on the phone, I act differently around guys.. and I feel ( Read more... )

Went to 6 flags, and if you check Robs LJ you will read all about how some asshole tried to kil us on the way home on the highway. It was really scary, but everyone is ok, and I dont think that Aaron will be flipping off anymore big red trucks anytime soon ( Read more... )

I feel like a really bad person right now. I said somethings to someone that I shouldn't have, and I never ever spill the beans or gosio, it's just not in my nature, and I never have done that before. Something about this person made me feel like I could trust them, that's the only reason why I did it, and it circuled back around and bit me in the ( Read more... )

I just spent the past 48 hours with Mike, and two days before that I spent another 48-72 hours with him, I don't really remember. But I miss him SO much, I love him sooo much, it hurts like crazy to be away from him for any time at all. He has a job now for the town of Readsboro for 40 hours a week. and I work 8 hours on the weekends.. I need a ( Read more... )