So I find out from my bailbonds lady(who is wonderful by the way)that i have this old fix it ticket and I have to go to court on thursday(yesterday)which I did but had to miss my visit with the little one. I go and all my cases are on the board. They already know when my cases are supposed to be but they are consolidating all cases into one court ( Read more... )

Ok so I have to amend something before i talk about court today. the other night his friend did need someone to talk to about his girlfriend cheating on him but he didn't need to take some much time. He did apoligize to me for keep mike but by the same token mike should have given me some insight in to what was going on before he went outside so I ( Read more... )

I just wanted to feel like i was wanted tonight but i can't even get that. his brother did something to a friend of the family and that guy shows up and mike just has to sit there and talk to him outside. i just feel so unwanted lately. i just am good for cooking and rubbing his feet. i am tired of being put on the back burner for everyone else. ( Read more... )

Well lets see where to start. Mike told me that he is not really going to go after another women. Social services is like getting on my ass about him talking to her and seeing melissa. they say that she is confused because she yelled at her dad that he wasn't her dad anymore because he is never there and that he hurt me. I quote "you are not my ( Read more... )

I swear there is no justice in this world for the inoccent...especially if you fight for what you believe in..people will just try to drag you down into the gutter and make you feel guilty no matter what just to get there way. It is so wrong that a county and state can treat its residents this way and get away with it...someone needs to stand up to ( Read more... )

Well what can I say about my life....I lost something very important to me over something that someone else did but I am fighting to get it back...I am in a wonderful relationship with a older man who thinks I am a wonderful women and wants to marry me..I have scary dreams because I lost my job and I am afraid I wont find another one or if I do ( Read more... )

I guess Love can be a flash in the pan type of thing or something that lasts and lasts. why do guys have to back away when they have an issue and not try to deal with it directly,you would think that talking and dealing would help instead of running away like scared little B#####s and breaking peoples hearts..I mean it is such a messed up thing to ( Read more... )

So as I write this I am sitting in my room thinking about the perfect guy who shared my life and then left because he thought the age difference was to much...20 years isn't if you love....I hate living with family because they nag and never respect anything you say or do or your stuff...Work sucks....don't ever work for god damn public storage.... ( Read more... )

Fate loves to play funny jokes..first it was a family reuion that didn't have all the family and now it is sick at christmas..what a way to deal..I have to clean my place and get everything ready and do the cooking and the pies and the coffee cake and more shopping and I am sick..I swear I wish I was rich and had someone to do it all for me so I ( Read more... )