i remember when i used to run to my dad when he came home from work and hug him like i hadn't seen him in years.  i used to enjoy climbing the trees in my yard, or sit on the roof of our garage with my sisters.  i felt so tall then.  like no one else was higher than i was.  i used to be so shy, i still am, but the friends i made back then actually ( Read more... )

well, that was shocking.
but it explains a lot.

yesterday was the best day ever ( Read more... )

~*~
it's like i can't breath
it's like i can't see anything
nothing but you
i'm addicted to you
it's like i can't think
without you interrupting me
in my thoughts
in my dreams
you're taking over me
it's like i can't breath
it's like i can't breath
it's like i'm lost
it's like i'm giving up slowly
it's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
leave me alone
~*~

it's sad how a little argument can end up tearing apart a valued friendship.  it's weird how lust and love are different, yet the hardest thing you can do is try to figure out which one you're feeling.  it's insane how much i've changed since this time last year.  it's funny how much i'm happy about that.  through it all, i've learned more than i ( Read more... )

fate. what is it? why is it? how is it?   i don't know what to think, i don't know what to do about it.  why did that number appear? why then, and why did the opposite appear for that other answer?  if you're not selle this really isn't going to make sense to you at all.  spirituality is starting to control my life.  the signs are clear but don't ( Read more... )

you tell me what i need to hear, not what i want to here. that's what i like about you the most,  besides youre raw amazing-ness and ability to think logically through things that i couldn't possible have thought through as easily.  mmmm sorry i always say the same things, and that i'm not as fun as i should be sometimes, and that i don't have any ( Read more... )

i just realized..
how short life actually is....UGHH so much to do

ohhhhhh
myy
goodddd

everything is darker, everyone seems shallow.  nothing seems the way it really is.  i don't know how to answer their questions, i don't know what to say.  it feels like everyone's helpless and looking to others for answers. i want to overcome this on my own, i need to prove to myself that i can be as independent as i want to be, i don't need others ( Read more... )