i honestly get it now.
i didn't get it the first time.
but it clicked.
none of it's for you.
it never was.
although you say it's not, Trix, it really is because of me.
everything.
and i always knew it.
i never knew how to handle it.
maybe i should talk to her like that again.
i liked it.
i've never talked to her like that before.
she'll be going back to ( Read more... )

although i didn't mean for anything i said to be mean,
it felt fucking amazing.
glad that's over with.

"I pray you’ll be my eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don’t know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we’ll be safe

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us ( Read more... )

i don't know what's going on with me.
i'm normal again i guess.
meaning i have no drama worth worrying about going on anymore.
i realized that i don't talk that much.
i have things to say all the time
but i just kind of always feel like keeping them to myself
i don't know.
i guess i've just randomly become a private person.
i've changed a lot this summer.
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this is getting on my nerves.

john tucker must die is an amazing movie
funway got lame...every things closed and they couldnt even give me a cup of water
cause they "ran out"
what am i going to do for fun now?
theres no other funway.
ugh.
i guess i have to go back to shopping.
which always ends bad.
i had a conversation about the frustrations of being ( Read more... )

omg i can't stop listening to the footloose soundtrack
i'm =>funking<= excited about it.
inside jokes with prado are fun.
OKAY so i watched bridget jones's diary today
and i realized that she is me only 20 years from now
but i strangely didnt care..whatever..
the girl gets arouunndd
pshh...she sure does.
i think i'm addicted to pepto-bismol
that's not ( Read more... )

okay..i got it.

i'm not the immature one
you are
you hurt me in the worst way possible
youre so lameeeee
why do i still care what you think of me?

cailin jess and corinne make me laugh
and keep me awake till 7 in the morning
they're cool like that.

i love funway
jess and cailin are too cool for school
i still cheat at mini golf
haha that's so lame!
i wish people would tell me more
i'm more reliable than i seem
oh well...
i'm not  going through problems as bad as everyone i know
i should stop complaining
so i will.

i'm watching saved by the bell
its basically one of my favorite shows ever.
i haven't been in a good mood for the past week
i know i've been acting a little mean.
i just want everything i can't have.