i dreamt last night as if i were in a painting...colors were vivid and bright...blinding and oh so beautiful...i went every where seeing everything in such fine detail...i watched a sunset that had more colors then any i had ever seen before and it was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen...i could fly and i went into space, i saw saturn and ( Read more... )

so i got my drivers license suspended today...what did you do?

can you find me? because i can't...

i am convinced that anytime i want to go to the beach that something will happen to make sure i can't go...prime example today...rain and no sun

oh and i finally beat kingdom hearts...who is a god...i am...oh yeah thats right...this is the third video game that i beat...contra and super mario world being first and second...all of them being wonderful games...though i am kinda lost i don't know what game i should play next...i was thinking maybe a final fantasy game...but i don't know i need ( Read more... )

the anchor man was very good times...it was hilarious...being outside yesterday was fun too...even though i am absolutely awful at disc golf it was good to be out in the sun and get some exercise...my arm is sore...god am i out of shape...i am glad that it is finally hot out again...i missed it...it is the best part of summer...i have also come to ( Read more... )

i am just so sick and god damned tired of all the bullshit...and most of it i will admit is my own...i am tired of people looking at me like i am some bug that they would like to step on...i had to go get stupid insurance because i got kicked off my grandparents for having to many tickets...i have 4 thats apparently too many and i am a high risk... ( Read more... )

i am happier...really sun burned and silly looking because of it...but happier...got my tattoo worked on after forever...it is so beautiful i can't wait to get it all done it is going to be amazing...got my ear pierced...it is called a snug...who the hell was the person that came up with all these stupid names for pierceings anyways...it confuses ( Read more... )

so i made a stupid mistake...but now i understand so much...it felt good...so tired, thats the most predominant feeling of the day...i almost wish the for the pain now so i could stop anticipating because i think that is hurting me the most...but then again if i could freeze this time i think i would be the happiest here ( Read more... )

i think i am going to be lost for a while...

kingdom hearts rules even though i suck at video games...lets hope the video game fairy visits me sometime soon, so i can finish this game sometime before the new millenium....

i hate sitting here wishing i was any where else...wishing that i was someone else...hoping for a change i know won't happen...i hate waking and looking in the mirror...i don't like saying to myself i hate you and wish you were more...more like her...i don't like looking mortality in the face...seeing deaths robes flash from around the corner, ( Read more... )