im posting this in both livejournals because im not sure if everyone has both lj names ( Read more... )

this is my last entry for this livejournal. im starting fresh and new. there are some last things i need to say ( Read more... )

she called today and it made me feel so good even though the reasoning is not the best. now i wish i could be with her and help her with the pain.

i know i didnt do my mission of not updating this thing anymore. i failed but i dont care anymore because the people who actually care will read this no matter how happy or depressing it actually is. this have been rough here at school. i have had little to no motivation to do anything. i just want to sleep or lay in bed all day. not being ( Read more... )

so im designing some merrimack beruit shirts for anyone who would like one...so far i have only designed the back and they should be relatively cheap to get one if i do decide to make them for all who want one. check out the pic and tell me what you think and if you would like one. i am open to suggestions to alter the shirt and i can make ( Read more... )

sitting here alone in my chair ( Read more... )

sunday was a hard day...i picked up jacque at the airport and then drove her home. we were supposed to hang out and talk me and her but that got cancelled due to some drunkards being needed to be picked up. i was pissed because i got ditched for them once again but o well. i went home and did some stuff, looked at pics online for tattoo ideas ( Read more... )

shes gone

im feeling empty and lonely

if it hurts this much than it must be for the best

i love her more than anything

i really need someone right now

i thought of this while at work around 11 in the afternoon and its now almost 1 at night so this is not as good as i thought at 11 ( Read more... )

I know I've been mistaken ( Read more... )