I otta smack your ass right off of that damn high horse. To bad I'm in Chicago being awesome. Wow that feels good!

P.s. I can't feel my face its so cold...yeah...wish you were me huh? Not even being sarcastic.

think of the best day of your life and knowing you will never be in this town again and then the boy who you are closest friends with decides he dose not want to hang out with you your last knight because he is worthless. ......good times.

:)

Edit: I am not going to delete this but I may have been a little harsh. It was still really shitty.

The excitement is making me sick at the same time. I wake up every morning afraid to get out of bed. It's another day gone and another step closer to Chicago. A step farther away from the comforts of my home. I am scared as hell and will miss everyone like crazy. On the other hand I am so excited to be going on the next big adventure in this crazy ( Read more... )

Two dead on the scene, one died in the ambulance and one died at 10 pm on Wednesday night. The same thing was spilling out of everyone's mouth..."life is too short" to the point where I started to say it as well. Life has always been too short though ( Read more... )

It is still cold but things are getting greener. I cherish every drop of sunlight that touches my skin. The sky is pink and blue and purple and the sun is still around at midnight. Here in this land away from reality the birds never stop chirping. There is no night and day. There is no time. Things have a way of stopping even as you are still ( Read more... )

Good friends and great conversation about adventures from all across the world. I am being seasoned. Camp fires with the hazy view of mount drum in the distance. Whiskey and wine makes for lucid thought. Hiking down to the river and exploring the past. Four wheeling and jet boat rides down the river. Dirt and cold sweat. What more could I ask for. ( Read more... )

Today...it snowed. The first time my skin has felt that tiny peaceful white speck of spectacular beauty.

I think I am doing it right this time. Let someone else do the returning of things. Thank goodness for not paying cell phone bills so you can disconnect all the way from people you need disconnecting from. They never deserved your time in the first place. Leave me alone if your working things out. There is no need to drag me into the depths of your ( Read more... )

Hazy views of distant unexplainable actions. Have we lost our minds. Paying with paper money. Stranded friend(ships). Barefoot and running through the rain like a lost puppy. Seeing his eyes gaze up at her from between her thighs. Once again being lied to like a child. Tossed to the wind. No one ever cared in the first place. These days selfishness ( Read more... )

The past few days have been a refreshing, soul draining, impure, truthfully tricky, warm and friendly, eye opening, deal breaking, state capitol memorizing, breezy night, whiskey breath at work, 'let's not do that again' packed making, beer heist, hot as fuck outside, wonderful lump-o-crud (I mean that in a positive way). Tomorrow things move on. I ( Read more... )