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I want to scream, "I won! I succeeded and you failed!" But I know the only reason I am this angry is because you were suppose to be here, with me, and you aren't. I miss you and you haven't called in awhile. -
So there IS a god...
I was going to check my Facebook 'cause people'd commented on my photos and shtuff and then I thought, "I could search *'s name again and see that picture." And I thought, "No, that would be bad. Very bad. And not at all in the getting-over-him mode." But I knew that I'd do it anyway. But Facebook is down right now, so what can I do? I was getting ( Read more... ) -
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Oh my gawd. So emotional. Seriously.
I'm reading up on UCP because I have a job interview with them (my first real job interview in my entire life) and there's this video about sending old wheelchairs to "third world countries" and it has sappy music and it just made me cry. Good god. -
boy
So I really should be over this by now. Really. And then he happens to have Facebook - who knew? - and there's this tiny 1-inch picture of him. And I can feel myself blush.
Oh gracious.
(And, no: friending him is so not happening.)
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books
Currently reading:- Neverwhere by Neil Gaimon*
- Sex for One by Betty Dodson*
- quirkyalone by Sasha Gagen
- Letters to A Young Poet by Rilke**
- The Meaning of Marxism by Paul D'Amato**
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influence
The three most influencial things in my life, with out a doubt, have been my parents, myself, and the library.
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I feel a little bit lost and don't know what to grab on to. I don't even know how to start grabbing. I don't have the time to sit down and find all I need inside myself. Time, not as in minutes and hours, but time as in the place the situation. Nothing is steady. I'm still there where I know nothing will move if I quit trying to move forward. So I ( Read more... ) -
email from mama
My mom just emailed me the email she sent Grace/NBTSC asking where to send her $50 donation for the scholarship fund. My mum's been so stressed about money lately - they're moving in a couple months and haven't sold our house, haven't found a house in Walla Walla, and she hasn't found a job over there yet, either. This makes me cry. My heart feels ( Read more... )
