I eat my feelings:(

In high school I always wondered who I was. 
                     I was the teacher's daughter
                     I was the band nerd
                     I was the fat kid 
                     I was the kid who knew everyone
                     I was the girl you marry, not date
I thought coming to college would tell me who I am and maybe who I've ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you are the 4th leg to a large table or stand? I have been feeling that way a lot lately. I am the stableness in a large crowd of chaos. It seems as though all my close friends have major issues and problems going in their lives. I know everyone stresses about the little stuff, but it comes to a point where its too much.

How ( Read more... )

Today starts the beginning of my great responsibility.

Things I shouldn't be allowed to say
I am 20 years old
I am moving into my own apartment
I am a junior in college

I don't feel like I am at that point in my life. I'm ready for that point, but it doesnt feel real.

People always leave

I have watched friends come and go in my life. Some by choice, some not. I wish I could hold on to people so that they would never leave. Change sucks although it has to happen. This is for the better I know, but that doesnt make me feel better. Whether its relationships, friendship, childhood, school years, or whatever...people ( Read more... )

Another year has come to an end. I survived my sophmore year of college and will be continuing on. My grades are kind of pathetic right now because half way through this semester i stopped caring cause i knew things were going to change at the end. Its ok though cause i'm safe and i am taking summer classes. At least now I will care again and not ( Read more... )

I'm 20 today!!! no longer a teenager, YES!!!

WHY THE HELL DID GOD MAKE ROACHES?!?!

things to do this week
Monday-read lit., finish speech, do chem 2x, study A&P, go to meeting at 9, go to meeting at 10

Tuesday-study A&P, work on speech, study chem, confidential...

Wednesday-give speech, work

Thursday-A&P midterm, work, step practice

Friday-Chemistry test, confidential...