so i have come to discover that i am the world's biggest movie cryer. i was flipping through the channels and Homeward Bound was on. i decided to finish it since i haven't seen it in forever. like the part where they find the little girl and stay with her and then her parents find her...i got all teary eyed. then in the end when Shadow falls down ( Read more... )

So 3 days a week i have been getting up at 6am to go work out with one of my sisters. And the other 2 days we go to "Shake it and Get it Fit" an aerobics class for an hour. its hard core aerobics too. i am hoping to be down to my "fighting" weight by this summer. wish me luck!!!!

R.I.P Wesley Faile

So my afternoon was very eventful!!! On my way home i guess i passed out at the wheel and the next thing i know i'm in the median(sp), trying to get my car back under control. I really wasn't tired at all this morning or even while i was driving. I kind of was just gone. Well obviously i didn't get my car under control and the next thing I know I ( Read more... )

I haven't heard that all year. No one has said that to me this year and its made me uber happy. tonight it happened. i was really sad that someone said that to me. i was working so hard not to be that anymore, but i guess im going to have to keep working on it.  

how would things be if i was a boy?

they're not supposed to like him more than me

why does it have to be this way? i don't understand. is it because im strong enough to handle it. i don't get it. its better now than it was in high school, but it still sucks and it still hurts. i want it to go away so the pain may stop too. im trying. i think im doing better, but im not really sure. i don't know what to do anymore. im not happy ( Read more... )

has it really changed me?

am i a different person?

i am happy with my life right; should i not be?

do i still think the same?

have my goals changed?

do i see things differently?

i think i am the same person i was when i graduated high school. i also think that now i have the freedom to say/do whatever i please. not to say i would, but if i was to i could ( Read more... )

i hate my body

i slept through again.
i really cannot do this again or im going to get pissed on. 
i dunno what happened in the first place its like my body is laughing at me.