stolen from michele ( Read more... )

i LOVE 4am fire alarms

i hate my life
im fat
im ugly
i suck
this sucks
fuck fuck fuckfuckfuck
im going to fail my theory test.
i hate boys.
i want one.
i dont even care who.
fuck this shit.
goodnight.

i'm so tired of everyone pairing off and hooking up and having sex and breaking up and making out and sleeping over and talking shit and going crazy and drama drama drama. i'm tired of watching and i'm tired of being the sane one. i'm tired of talking to people when they're high. i'm sick of being a messy drunk, yet i will continue to be. i'm tired ( Read more... )

apparently, my paper that was due friday that i havent done, got moved to THIS friday. so the worry was unnecessary, and there is an excess of time to procrastinate ( Read more... )

quick update, for michele. (obviously.)

i need to start going to class more often.

i need to stop wanting 84398392483902489032849032 boys.

i wish i was not a girl.

i am going home this weekend.

thats fun.

i hate brass.

i will be late, perhaps.

most likely that is.

ok. goodbye for now.

aileen was just telling me that when we went on saturday and i walked in everyone started yelling
i dont know if i believe her or not
but thats cute.

i forgot my 8:40 class was cancelled.
that makes me really angry.
i was thinking while i was walking back.. i have to compare food to boy. as in i need to stop eating. now.
and also i really do like my friends here but im miserable.
because lets face it, friends arent enough to make me happy.
/end.

he's such a jerk and i dont mind i kind of like it but i miss seing his face every week.
the end.

my parents are mad because i want to transfer.
sigh.