well yes i am back ... you may be asking WTF are you doing up on saturday at 6 AM? well i didnt go to bed yet lol ( Read more... )

I guess i just havent had time, or there was nothing to write about ... plus i really doubt anyone wants to hear my bitching ( Read more... )

Well, I havent written in a long time ( Read more... )

Men are like ........Laxatives ...... They irritate the shit out of ( Read more... )

i havent made an actual entry in a long time ( Read more... )

I miss the first few monthes of a relationship and how exciting it all is at first ( Read more... )

so now me and erik are back together ....

me and erik broke up .... god i must have like 4 entries like this.
im so hurt right now its indescribable

good news : lost 5 lbs.

yea thats about it

have you really just had it? im just so tired of everything in my life.

my relationship with my parents sucks right now, maybe more then ever.
me and erik? sucks
school? sucks
work? sucks

im just so aggravated.

ok so how does this make sense?

I stopped eating junk food (fastfood, pop, candy, etc) and i have been exercising atleast 3 or 4 times a week ....

yet im GAINING weight???

i just want my weight to get back to normal... which is 12 lbs less ...

i just ran 25 minutes straight, did situps, crunches, push ups, squats ... everything ...

im