Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

anime boston madness ensued this weekend. i banged 4 dudes and a lesbien and completely fell for this one guy. he reminds me of a mix between brooks, pat, and my cousin evan. i like his tattoos, the way he talks to me and looks at me, the way he makes love to me ohh my god its ( Read more... )

fuck all these boys, every last one of them, i dont need anyone ( Read more... )

today was insanity
had sex with a mike today and alex. best threesome yet, that was some great sex
i was so happy, i decided i wanted to bang mike the moment i met him, hes so awsome.  and sexy as fuck, that was sooo hot today
then got high on myristicine and pot and stuff and im still freakin out a bit, soooo paranoid. i love to say dude alot when im ( Read more... )

oh my god ( Read more... )

fucked another random guy ( Read more... )

my new life plan for the moment
me and her, my best friend my dearest love, we are going to save money
we are going to get a motorcycle, we are going to drive to Nevada
we are going to get jobs in some neon flashing building
we are going to live in the desert together, me and her
my mother keeps talking about how we are a family and we have to look out ( Read more... )

so this weekend i was missing for like 8 hours, i came home sometime in the morning drunk and high and i didnt get punished at all, the worst of what happend was just my dad not forgiving me for it because he thought i was dead, but thats about it. i feel bad for mom though, shes kinda been giving up on me, which is nice for me, but i feel bad i ( Read more... )

its 6 am ( Read more... )

im wrapped in a sleeping bag that smells like rum sex and robbie, its suprisingly comforting ( Read more... )

im so fucking sick of being hurt ( Read more... )