recovery ( Read more... )

None of my old friends like me

I don’t get invited to parties

No one shows up at mine

Everyone hates my new friends

They think they are sketchy losers

Who steal and drink and lie

But they are the nicest people

I’ve met in my entire life

They don’t judge anyone and they always help their friends

I can list 50 so-called good kids

That I ( Read more... )

and i say well it was last week but man that was in the past ( Read more... )

so i weighed myself today for the first time in forever ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive updated ( Read more... )

im kinda high but here it goes ( Read more... )

i slept over with mike, at some girl named alys house. i got high at the mall, our friend amanda almost got arrested for being drunk and silly, i love her.  i kissed casey twice, mike was jealous ;p . at the mall we hung out with cool people, sat in the woods for a while, it was so serene and lovely. i bought some weed from a man with a little girl ( Read more... )

i was standing against the garage door at the autoshop blowing smoke into the sky, it was raining, not hard. lightening lit up the sky but i didnt hear any thunder. i was watching a little white moth wandering in circles on the wet pavement, and then it flew up and landed on my jeans. had band practice, which was amazing. im hopeful. im staying ( Read more... )

in my semi sobered state of mind, things hit me that much harder ( Read more... )

its 9 am ( Read more... )