Even if I never get him back, I will always have the memories we have formed even after our troubles. I will always have the Love, The kisses, The Heat that he has always provided. I love him so much, what would I ever do with out him. I have a lot of hope know that things will work out… he wants it I want it, Oh God please make things work!

How does one pick up the scraps of life that remain once their passion for life is gone? I live because I have to, because I like to believe that if I was not hear I would be missed… but would I. I start to think of the people I know and I see but a hand full of people that might be affected. Those people keep me alive. I would never be that ( Read more... )

So my daddy is sick, and my mommy’s heart is getting tired. What will I do? Daddy is the greatest man I know… he has dedicated his life to making us happy, and giving us what we want. Mommy… I can’t say I didn’t see it coming, but I’m still not ready for something that will change my life. Please God… not right know, I’m to weak to handle that ( Read more... )

Solo tengo las guellas que quedaron

No quiro pedirte nada

Solo pon tus labios sobre mi espalds.

Amate Duele

Yo sin ti no siento nada

En lo oscuro del pavimento

quemame lo qui tengo de ti dentro.

Amorte Duele

A piece of me died today. I am not sure if it was my heart or my soul… but it was painful. What do I do from hear? What is their to live for? I ask because I at this point I really do not know. I want the pain to stop but I can only think of one to do that… and that is a hard decision.

I want to break free, but I have nowhere to go

I want to ( Read more... )

I'm talking to the mirror again but it's not listening
I'm cleaning my dirty mind like a toilet but it won't give in
I'm drinking spirits in the hopes that I will find myself one

I feel like falling asleep and never waking up
It's not that my glass is empty but I need another cup
When all of the doors around me just shut one by one
I feel like falling ( Read more... )

“You bleed just to know you’re alive.” I have fallen once again into something I can’t stop. I presuppose of depression and low self-esteem. I will do anything to not fell the hurt I fell right know. I wish to breathe and live no more. I wish I could end my life, but I can’t do that to my family… plus I don’t have that balls too. Not even God can ( Read more... )

COHEED AND CAMBRIA

"The Velorium Camper II: Backend Of Forever"

Rocked silent in a soft lullaby
panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time
where and when would I see her?
Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth
I stuttered replacing your face to those words
where and when would I kill her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I, I'll ( Read more... )

“Is it lust or love?” he asked me… I was discussed buy the question. What did he think I was going to say…“I’m a caliente nasty ass and you’re just a fuck!” I hurt me to know that he had to ask, the way he sees me now is so distorted. I want to star all over, I want him to truly understand how I fell about him… it will take time and I wont be easy ( Read more... )

Every times thing are looking up another question is asked. Will things ever be the same again? Siempre ay algo mas que a simple vista no se ve.