So, my 2nd crush of the year, who is also a good friend of mine, was kind enough to point out to me that I've had 6 , count them, 6 crushes so far this year. And that's "I'm contemplating dating you" crushes, not just those "I think you're cute" crushes. So, that averages out to 1 per month. Whoa. I really need to cut back. Oh, man. I used ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!

I could really go for some driving to really loud music for the next 4 hours.

I really need to get a car.

Well, as I proceeded to talk to others about Richard, I discovered through the rumor mill that he's a player..and has a pretty harsh rep for it. So, to make a long story short, I mentioned to him that I discovered such and therefore concluded that I should no longer be seeing him cuz obviously this won't work out in the long run, so there's no ( Read more... )

Okay, so that was really fun. And Richard is a really good guy. Sure, a bit shy, but a great laugh, good sense of humor, cute, and, oh, ya, he totally adores me. :P tee hee..that always helps ( Read more... )

So I went out for coffee with Dennis this morning again. We picked up some Timmy's and then walked through the park and malls and went to Wendy's later and then to his uncle's place where he's staying. It was all so simple that I didn't realize until later how much I enjoyed it all. How it didn't feel like a date at all. And I really like him ( Read more... )

sigh...and the insomnia is back...

I'm going on a date tonight after work. But what's great is that it doesn't feel awkward. I met the guy last year so I know him a bit. He's lives in Edmonton but is visiting his uncle whom I know through the youth place where I volunteer. And it's really funny cuz his uncle is totally trying to set us up...but I don't mind cuz I actually like ( Read more... )

It makes me sad. It makes me sad that so many people hate the idea of God. It makes me sad because it's so opposite from what I know and I just don't understand. Have you been hurt, pushed down, or ridiculed by the idea of God or those representing him? Do you want to fight free from what has oppressed you? I owe my life to a God who gave me a ( Read more... )

"She holds her head back as she screams 'I don't really wanna be the queen!'"

Heard it in the mall today and remembered how much I have moments when I identify with that song...like today. Anyone know who sings it?