there always seems to be a day when you notice the season is changing. i think today was that day. i noticed buds coming up from the ground and it was a beautiful day. got to hang out and hopefully got a job. how i just need to do homework. haha, yeah right. i also need to clean my apartment. 5 days until my birthday, i'm super excited. it's bad ( Read more... )

whenever i get all weird and need a change i usually do something to my hair or get pierced or tattooed. this time i got piercings, painful but i really like them. i've been so out of it lately. maybe this will shake things up. i don't know.

today i have a bunch of shit to get done. obviously an update is required. i woke up today to find that my friend since 1st grade has gotten engaged to a guy she has been dating since some point in high school. gag me with a fork. but seriously, they've got lots of jesus in their life, so i'm sure it'll be fine. or whatever, still bring the fork. ( Read more... )

i was really looking forward to this weekend in stl. however, most parts were pretty lame. i'm pissed at some of my friends for perpetually ditching out. i ended up on the internet a lot and had some fun with spyspace. saturday night was fun, i guess, except for the part where it kinda sucked. oh well. i like thinking about hanging out with friends ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting in feminist political theory not paying attention. this is why i don't bring my computer to class more. it's interesting and i should be paying attention because we've got a paper soon over this stuff. lame. i got a giant coffee this morning, i'm going to need it. i keep staring off into space and my eye keeps twitching. yuck. i ( Read more... )

i can't wake up from this...

so, um, my layout randomly changed. i think someone got into my account or something. i'm really weirded out.

so, i'm sitting around on my computer while people play video games on the futon. is this my life? obviously yes. i have a good time when people are here. i love living alone but i don't love waking up irrationally angry from nightmares of people fucking me over. i feel like i'm in a rut but i'm not exactly sure why. it needs to be spring already. ( Read more... )

apparently, i'm drunk...again...my life is a mess.

this entry is prompted by a brief burst of irrational fear followed by an intense loneliness, the likes of which i haven't felt in a while. i had dinner with megan tonight, it was really nice. however, when she asked me how things were going with boys, i didn't like that it took me forever to tell all the recent stories: bad text messages, drunken ( Read more... )