So it's been three years since my last entry and I feel just as confused as I always was. It's embarrassing to look back at these journal entries but I have nothing left of my teenage years but this. Of course, the pieces of my life look just perfect from an outside perspective; I'm engaged to a guy who actually puts up with my crap, I'm about to ( Read more... )

fuck these bitches man
god am i into some fing so co
w/e mc do not increase the size of your penis

where in the fuck did my tits go?

OMG AMY WINEHOUSE IS DISGUSTING

boats...jetskis...all i need is a dui in the water. oh man i love vacation ( Read more... )

I just finished my classes for the summer and completely rocked them all. yay for me.

I need to get off this computer and do something.

I think a lot about the past, and hey....wouldn't it be fantastic if i could remember most of it?!

I miss some things....


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I'm thinking after finding utube videos.... i need to have a cd of charity moore singing...well minus the screaming parts since my computer speakers feel like breaking my ears. her voice is very anna nalick-ish. is it weird that im discussing someone I've known before to myself?

lets just say i can't wait until this feeling passes. I want to say so many things that I know I'll hold back. It's for the best right?

my moms itunes is fucking great. i mean come on who can resist. jessies girl, shoop, maneater,shania twain, prince and the jackson five all in the same location?

How on earth does the rest of the general public go about their life without dwelling on the past. I feel like i spend half of my life wondering what on earth happened the past 4 years ( Read more... )