i have so many feels right now for bill. it's overwhelming ( Read more... )

what the gods are telling me, is, MAKE STUFF. DO STUFF. MAKE STUFF HAPPEN. PUBLISH STUFF ( Read more... )

let's see if i can get that job in munster, and if so, how long i can stay at pk and not do anything for the next oh five weeks or so.

the nice part about livejournal is i can track my mania and depression really well.

OK here is the deal everyone: i am going to escape having ANY kind of career that is regular by being a rock and roll person. everyone has this idea but i have it in the bag because i own like, pretty much every instrument ever except bass and drums, and i'm going to buy a drum machine soon, so whatever, and i can buy a bass later too. so i have a ( Read more... )

i thought i would write an entry on my anxiety and depression, since they tell you in the hospital that getting words on paper is supposed to help. and my handwriting is illegible even to me, so i thought i would just type it ( Read more... )

i am at zen with my current job now. i'm not freaked out. it's OK. it's OK ( Read more... )

can i just go home NOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW it's only monday wah wah wah whatever

everyone is getting promoted except for me! waahhh! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and it would be fine if i stayed at the same level i'm at now, but no, i got demoted, DEMOTED. i hope they don't pay cut me because i'm making more money than everyone at the weeklies. i'm going to throw up.

also my title changed and now i think i'm features editor of pv. which is not as fun as being a features reporter. really though, editor of a WEEKLY? A WEEKLY. KILL ME NOW. IT'S NOT EVEN A GOOD WEEKLY.