okay, what the fuck happened? i don't know what the hell is going on. lauren is upset and i don't know why exactly. this is making me a little upset and worried for her. lauren just doesn't get upset. i think we all realize that she is not the over-emotional one. when did lauren stop talking to me, too ( Read more... )

i have been christmas shopping since 6am. i love christmas ( Read more... )

so, i have not posted in FOREVER ( Read more... )

today was a better day. i feel somewhat better and things are going a little better.
so, things are okay.
that is all for now.
bye

i have had the nastiest cold for the past week. i feel like total shit. i was feeling a little bit better friday, but this fucker is still lingering. blah ( Read more... )

my mother told me years ago that you can only hate someone if you really loved them first. she was right. Right now i hate bria. i hate that she is still hurting me and lauren and christy and even her fucking self. i hate her for making me cry and doubt what our friendship is supposed to have meant to us all. i hate her for demanding us to get out ( Read more... )

okay. my whole life i have feared letting people down. i am really fucking scared that i am not going to graduate in Decemember. then i will be a failure, my father will kill me, and i may kill the stupid secretary and the Franklin School of Arts and Sciences (only because i don't like her). I have some wierd and annoying block over Spanish. I know ( Read more... )

i really hate red lobster. well, maybe not really. i have just seen enough ghetto fuckers to last me a really long time. thus, i have compiled a little list of things servers hate. most of you will laugh or roll your eyes, but i don't care (i'm just blowing off steam). if you want to add more go ahead ( Read more... )

yea!!! i think i did well on my math test today. very good. i failed a spanish quiz (that i actually studied for) yesterday, very not good. so, that is pretty much how school is going. blah ( Read more... )

well. i am tired. i want to see my bed oh so badly ( Read more... )