i hate...

[seeswithoneeye]

my mother told me years ago that you can only hate someone if you really loved them first. she was right. Right now i hate bria. i hate that she is still hurting me and lauren and christy and even her fucking self. i hate her for making me cry and doubt what our friendship is supposed to have meant to us all. i hate her for demanding us to get out

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[pyrplerose]

I think there are only two people in this whole entire world who can even begin to understand what the entry means....and for once, I'm sorry I'm one of them. I'd give anything to not understand this kind of hurt. If I were there, we'd cry together....as the best friends we truly are. I have never hurt like this in my entire life. I have never allowed anyone to cut me so deep.....I do understand. And I'm sorry you have to feel this way, too.

I love you. More than words can say.

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[seeswithoneeye]

i love y'all. no one understands why we are what we are except us. y'all are my sisters now and forever.
try to be good. :0)

[pyrplerose]

I love you.

I'm good....when I'm bad, I'm better! *snicker*

I know, I'm a dork.

since i'm the other one

[littlefeather]

i think it's time we just moved on. i think we three need a vacation to savannah or something, a traditional BADSEED vacation. i would also like to note that we need to give up the pipe dream that bria is suddenly going to become a good person. this is why: (don't be shocked that i've compiled a list

Re: since i'm the other one

[seeswithoneeye]

i love you. i just want some sense of peace about all this shit.

[sistermoony]

I read the list. I'll admit to the truth in some of it. Not all of it. I'd try to explain, but you wouldn't believe me anyway.

I know what I'm guilty of and what I'm not. You don't.

Move on without me. I'll move on without you.

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[seeswithoneeye]

what the fuck

[littlefeather]

it's o.k., i had that dream, too.

only i was still 22 ():)