First Blink-182 said they were on an indifinite hiatus and I was crushed. They may have not have been the most talented band but I loved them none the less. But know I find out that sleater-kinney is also on an indifinite hiatus and now my heart is split in two. I haven't even mentioned that Elliott Smith dead, ugh the soundtrack to my life has ( Read more... )

well well...
My life has changed a lot, it's really for me to even grasp at where to start.
Last year I ended my relationship with Jeremiah, which i should have done much much earlier, and I met Ted in April of '06.  Possibly the best person who has ever walked into my life, we will soon have our one year anniversary but it feels like we've been ( Read more... )

heres my elliott smith drawing
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"Leaving Jesusland ( Read more... )

I've felt so incredibly numb the last couple of days, and i'm not completely sure why. But i have a good feeling why, everything i've known for the past year and a half has been a lie, but yet i'm still trying to make everything work out, and i'm not even sure if we can work it. Each time i think i about everything it makes me sick and i feel like ( Read more... )

Well, I finally am back online, i killed my old computer with sims 2 and this computer sucks a lot also but oh well i won't put sims on it. i turned 18 back in may, i got my monroe pierced, and i also celebrated my one year anniversary with jeremiah. I graduated from highschool I'm extremely glad i won't have to see all those people i hated ( Read more... )

tuesday i went to asu with jon to attend his classes with him and such and i met his friend danielle and we decided that we were all going to have lunch and go to urban art. So we go pick up my boyfriend who was sleeping 5 minutes before hand go to burger king to get some veggie burgers and frys. after that we headed to urban art and we walk in a ( Read more... )

hello i'm nto dead i miss you all and i have lots to write about but not enough time at the moment... love you all

It's spring time again, you know what that means, your heart is yearning for that endless love (or at least i do), I feel completely numb, but it feels great. I'm semi-happy right now. Spring always makes me feel so good even though its warming up and the sun hurts me, i just wish it would be 70 and cloudy out all the time, it would be so nice ( Read more... )

i hate being here. Last night was the second time since saturday that me and jeremiah called a "break," saturday we got back together later that night becuase i don't want to be away from him ( Read more... )