So Emily is five weeks old and I am finally getting over the Postpartum Depression. I love her more then I ever thought possible, and sure there are times where I am frustrated and annoyed, but overall I can't get enough of her. I am finally feeling like a mom. She has a little bit of a problem with gas and gets upset when her tummy hurts, but we ( Read more... )

Today has been a hard day. Emily has been fussy for most of the day. She would only stop crying if she was being held. We got her to doze off in the car and while being pushed around in her stroller, but she would still wake up and fuss every 20minutes or so. It seems all the changes we have made for her gassiness aren't helping. I finally called ( Read more... )

Emily is 4 weeks old today. She is starting to make more noises. I guess they would be called "cooing" but they don't sound like a pigeon. She is currently sleeping propped up in her boppy next to me making grunting noises ( Read more... )

So Emmie bean is 3 weeks and 2 days old today. I am starting to feel much more comfortable with her. I am learning her cues and crys. I really feel like I am becoming a mom. I am still a bit stressed out, though I am starting to think that that has more to do with the fact that we are moving at the end of this month then the fact that I have a ( Read more... )

I am having one of those days where I dread the needles. I can't even bring myself to look at them today. Odd.

I am not avoiding any one person. I am avoiding all people. For those who are wondering. Give me time and I will come back into real life. I need to exclude myself form it for the time being though ( Read more... )

I am feeling incredibly blah. I really wish I could shake this funk. Too much negativity, too much angstyness. Boo.

my car is officially dying or dead. I am afraid to even drive it. I will be attempting to get it to a mechanic in the morning before work, but who knows how that will go. It decided yesterday to start spewing smoke. Merry Christmas to me.

So I went to the Doctor's appointment to get the results of my sleep study. Apparently I do not have any signs of obstructed sleep apnea, but I do have trouble breathing through my nose when I sleep and I snore. The doctor recommended and out patient procedure that is done in the office to help with the nasal obstruction and to get allergy testing ( Read more... )

oh and my phone is very close to dead. The casing has been cracked for a few months now, but it has been working just fine. Yesterday the casing decided to split all the way across so that the top of the flip phone is barely attached to the bottom. Everything has to be done very carefully now. double blah.