Heh, I can't stay away forever I suppose...

[semboflorin]

I wonder who will see this. I wonder if it will get seen at all. It's only been 3 years

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[knightgoddess]

:o( You are abandoning me? :O( I see how it is. Fine then leave.... We don't like you anyway.

J/K

Hugs

[semboflorin]

LOL.

Not leaving hon. I still want to read my friends LJ's but I also want a place to blog again. One that nobody reads exept those that I don't know.

I could just make another journal I guess. I guess I don't need a new blog space...

[ebola_elvis]

Well, I think I count as someone who doesn't know you...anymore. As it's been years since we've talked. We should catch up sometime, see how the years have changed us. Mags gave me your number a while back, but, as she will testify to, I am absolutely horrible with calling people. Too wrapped up in my own world most of the time...

Anyway, gimmie a call anytime. 303-815-5512.

Take care, Cam.

[semboflorin]

Heh, not like I am any better at calling anyone... Better thing would be your email. How about you send me an email at cameron@cybermesa.com. Prolly a better way to talk anyway. I no longer have a chat client of any sort installed. I guess I could get one...

Anyway, send me an email at least so I know what yours is.

I have added your # to my phone so you may get a call at some point. It would be good to catch up. Maggs says you have become quite the hermit. Me too I guess...

[lukesgirl]

it's funny i read this when you posted it and I figured you actually wanted to be let go from here, only now I'm wondering if you were waiting for one of us to say.. HEY we love being a part of those moments and thoughts in your life and this is safe. (cause I at least won't ever make a drama out of it, you know how much I hate that lol)

the truth is I miss seeing you on here. I got to know things about you and you got to know things about me that we only ever posted here., for me it was the security of only three people that I know knowing this was me.

guess we've all come a long way huh?

[semboflorin]

Sadly, this is not safe. I am the kind of person that doesn't have many boundries. When I post on here I post what I feel and think at the time. What I feel at the time may be colored by emotional state or things going at the time. What I think may only be based on what information I have at the time. More than anything this was an outlet that I used and allowed those I trusted to read it because I assumed they knew me and were mature enough to read it

[lukesgirl]

I'm so sorry that you feel that way. I hoe one day to get to know you withouta filter. and just so you know, not that it matters, I have never judged you!

Nathan

[lukesgirl]

I ran across this blog a long time ago and kept an eye on it in case your son ever wanted to meet you. He's 13 now. I emailed your mother some pics the other day. You look happy in your pics on myspace, and i'm glad for that. I showed them to Nate because he wonders if he looks like you, and i see it, but he doesn't. I told him that if he ever felt like contacting you, to tell me first, that it was ok with me, but that I don't know how you would react. I don't want his heart broken because of bad decisions both of us made. I guess this note is just to tell you that he's fine, gentle, sweet, and thoughtful. not sure you ever wonder about him or not, but he wonders about you.