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Day 10
I think I just need to realize that I will never see or hear from him again. Ever.
The only connection left is ridiculous facebook. Which is deadly..
He might already be groping someone else.
So I need to stop mourning, he isn't missing me, or even thinking about me.
I hope his peepee falls off.
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Bet all his work sluts are saying "aww poor baby going through break up" and hug him to their nasty big tits. Bet he is loving the attention.
I go puke and headbutt the wall now.
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He always said fuck facebook, thats why he "never does anything". And now he posts and changes pictures??
I was such a game for him.
How ridiculously retarded I am.
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Day 7
Oh now all the bitches are jumping.
Gah it makes me sick.
I make myself sick. Why even check on him anymore?
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Betrayal
I feel so betrayed.
After such a long time, almost 8 years of being an item..
Few months back he was still positive he wants to come live with me.
We agreed on me teaching him german, I bought books including CDs for both of us, sent his copies to him...
Then all of a sudden he changed his mind and wasn't sure anymore.
And now he's gone.
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Day 5
Those little changes, driving me freakin' crazy.
Bet he does it on purpose. Must be fun torturing me.
I hate that he seems fine. I hate that I feel sick every day.
Yes I'm childish, I want him to hurt.
I don't ever want him to move on.
Because I doubt that I ever will.
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He changed the status to single for everybody to see, public, not only friends. Shout it all out how happy you are about it
Of course he did, I knew that was coming sooner or later, it's over after all.
And of course he has to announce it to all the whores. So all of them know he is free to grab and touch whatever he wants.
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Day 3
I couldnt stand it last night so I threw my nonexistant pride away and sent him an email telling me how much it hurt, him hiding everything.
This morning, I had to check, and everything was back.
Thank you, it did make me feel better, if only a little bit.
I dont want to be alone, I cry harder when I'm by myself. Parents dont know what to do with ( Read more... ) -
Day 2
He hid everything on facebook from me.
Why go through all that trouble? Hiding all posts and friends and even the photos including fucking profile pictures from me.
He always said fb doesnt matter, always ignored my posts for him, afraid of what others might think or say?
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woke up today, went downstairs to let guai guai out, cuddled him for a bit ( Read more... )