Oh man this life I am leading is starting to get to me, everyone loves to see me and I love to partake in everyone's life but sometimes I just know too many people. I think that everywhere I go I know someone and have to have a 5-30 min conversation with them and I just want to complete my tasks at hand without having to deal with all the bullshit ( Read more... )

I sit here updating my journal because I have nothing to do, I have no one to talk to and not life to call my own. My life really belongs to alot of people and when I am not teaching, working, or hanging out somewhere.... there isn't much that is mine. I have a dog and I like to play games and go out and have fun but when you really look at it I am ( Read more... )

Another year of going around a collecting the plastic of tournaments and trying to get accomplished and acknowledged. I have a new form I have to do this year, a new look, and a new attitude. I don't care.... I am just going to go out there and have fun just like last year and if I lose oh well I had fun doing it. However I have to train my ass off ( Read more... )

Another day down, more sleep to go, I will get up and I will practice for another year of fun. My body aches with enjoyment but my mind laid trouble with one thing in mind, "When am I going to have time to go find a girl?" Yeah I am ok at karate but I get pretty fucking bored without some cool girl there to set my shit straight and put me under ( Read more... )

Your Power Color Is Indigo
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Well I got my ass rocked last night by a 4th degree black belt and it hurt.... alot. I went into one of the wall mirrors at the dojo and broke it, why no one pushed me from hitting it out of three people puzzles me but the wall hurts. Then I had to deal with his I don't wear shin guard attitude with my elbows and both of us felt those hitting ( Read more... )

hmmm, 6 posts and not one had a comment. I am not longer feeling any love from friends..... fuck it

Well everyone I am stuck, nothing really exciting in my life and nothing really worth telling everyone I guess. Sometimes I just feel like selling everything I own and just fuckin bummin it, you know just walk around until I find someplace that I can call home. Maybe one day I will, but I will have to sell everything, save up a few grand for just ( Read more... )

Ok, so I went to visit my new nephew today. I called the studio I teach at to make sure its all right for me to take the night off. Then I get ready to go and wallah I am at the hospital visiting. Well afterwards I planned on going out with Rene, Sarah, Evan, and Greg. I drove to Rene's house and I am almost there when bam the men in blue uniforms ( Read more... )

Ok, I guess I have to start typing in this damned addicting journal again.... I don't have a hard copy one to write into yet. Anywho I guess I have changed someone's life with my karate and I didn't expect that to come out of it. All these people are looking up to me and its weird and even when I fuck up they still look up to me. See it might just ( Read more... )