Recently in my life I feel there is little I can do to change the things that happen around me. I know everyone feels it but what the hell man there are things I keep locked away inside my head and then when they come out I cant fucking sleep. Nothing terribly bad mind you just the things everyone else locks away but then I feel like blurting them ( Read more... )

I am going to get drunk on friday and workout at the same time!!

Wondering why I keep this online journal again..... thinking about abandoning it and going to a old fashion version of paper pencil so the whole world can keep their eyes on their own paper.

Getting this feeling again where I try to be too many places all the time. I guess one day I will have to wake up and realize I am no super person, and I need to schedule a little better. I need to lay low for a day or two during x-mas break and not have anything to do.

Not to say that I was already having a great time these past few days I am having even more salt added to the fun. Oh yeah last night I got a call saying that my cable bill at the parents house hadn't been paid and shut off. WOW WHAT A FUCKIN FUN MONTH THIS IS TURNING OUT TO BE~! ( and I have to pay to shut it off and then some to boot.... $200 in ( Read more... )

Well not to make my year end anymore interesting I may be spending alot of time at a hosptial with a friend that might have cancer but despite that I will have to be spending time with her because even if she doesn't she is still going to have alot of surgery. Life for me takes good and bad turns and I think that because I had the greatest dream I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I said goodbye to a friend, a teacher, and a symbol in my life that will remain for a lifetime. I thank you Mr. , Sensei, and Master Bert Ross for teaching me the finer points of what actually makes karate an art and not a fighting style. I thank you for giving me inspiration and to you I will never back down from a fight and I will never ( Read more... )

Well I got the rude awakening yesterday that I can't really do everything. I tested for my blackbelt and realized I had to prepare more than what I had been doing which is freaky.... or maybe I just need a longer period of time to prepare. Anyway it was me up against the people I had been training with for a long time and I found out that we have ( Read more... )

Well upnorth was fun and all but then I am back to the humbling town of Metamora. When I came home I found my furnace was pooped out and that was fun till sunday. Then on Monday I dropped a gallon of milk and the invincible plastic these things are made out of just broke and went into the carpet..... did I mention I love to be home. I was so ( Read more... )

Goodbye!