Excuse me while I shove this red hot poker up my ass and chop my dick off.... Sums up the morning pretty well.

Ok, well everything is going good. I realized that I am almost hard to hurt or at least to hard head to give up. Last Friday I dropped a cinder block on my foot and it got cut and bruised, but most people would quit hopping on it for a while... not me. I am an idiot and that's why I do what I do best, so I have been ignoring the pain and not taking ( Read more... )

Ok, so I got up after a long week yesterday. When I mean a long week you need to put yourself into my shoes this past week was filled with karate, work, and going to the gym to workout in hopes that I will become faster. This leaves me with about 4-5 hours of sleep in my days and then I get up only to do it again. I asked myself why am I still ( Read more... )

Ok, this morning at work I had a coworker that I was messing around with. I was lightly hitting him and just trying to have a little fun when he threw hot coffee in my face. At this moment I was like oww and I am gonna beat the piss outta you mother fucker. So I proceeded to open my eyes and give him a beat down. I pushed him around, Hockey style ( Read more... )

As I sit here I wonder how much I will put myself through, and I don't mind it. I want to bring things great back into my family. I have to prepare for next year's tournaments and yet this year isn't done yet. Training will become more intense, harder, more times in the day, and longer. Hopefully I am able to do what I need to and I hope that I can ( Read more... )

I am writing this cause I have nothing else to do with my time today but write in my journal. I also have to play molly maid tomorrow and clean my place up since I have been avoiding that being sick with a cold... I hate fucking colds. I also wish I had a camera to show everyone my tattoo that I got last week and I realize this may change my ( Read more... )

Ok, so the girl I met at Walmart is really cool, her name is Nicole and she is groovy. I am also training really hard for my blackbelt testing even though it got pushed back by two months again.... ugh! I have lost weight through all the karate and working out that I do to myself to get back into a better shape. The cool thing is that Nicki is ( Read more... )

Well let's see this Saturday I went and ate Taco Bell and did other things and felt fine. I knew very well that I had to goto a tournament and get a couple trophies in order to lock up my positions in the state championships.... but I had the fox trots all day long. I had to keep running from the ring to the toilet in order to stay in the game and ( Read more... )

Ok, so here it goes yet again... informing everyone of the same shit just on a different day. I am working on my karate very hard and trying to get it down to the point of excellence for the tournament, I want to test this month thats why. Even I know that I am going to take the 1st place in weapons for state this year and I am excited about that. ( Read more... )

Ok, so it was a typical Saturday night of me working and pissing off the boss again. Well I do it with such callus sarcasm and evil cunning that her slow paced brain barely has time to evaluate all that I say before she can come up with a defensive argument. Then after work I went home to take the dog out, shower, and drive over to Kim's for Ren ( Read more... )