My friends suck. So Jessa's ditching my bachelorette party for a football game. A FRICKIN' FOOTBALL GAME?!?!?! What happens more often football or my wedding? It's not like it's the superbowl and it's not like she can't sell the ticket. It's so lame. Dana's a complete flake lately. Seriously, you can't count on her for a damned thing. She text ( Read more... )

I had a dream about Andy last night. I haven't thought about him in ages. It was so weird. My sister and I were at Woodbury HS, but it was today, not when i went there. Well I saw him and I started freaking out and I wanted to leave. He came up to me and somehow he had my baby, like all these years he was taking care of it (even though it was only ( Read more... )

2nd 6-mile run yesterday! Chris rode his bike along with me :) It was a great day. It feels so good to get back to working out after a weekend of over-indulgences! It was a blast, but my body is TIRED. What a fun weekend. It was funny, i came back home and after seeing detchen all weekend my cats heads look really fat. Chris keeps calling them " ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream about salvador dali. I was explaining to everyone who he was and how he was an awesome painter. It was like I was in a classroom and I had brought some gadget to show everyone at the same time I was giving my speech about Dali. Nobody was interested in him and I was so frustrated that I hadn't brought a salvador dali ( Read more... )

I ran 6 miles yesterday!!!! I have never run that far in my entire life. I'm so proud of myself. I was so excited when I finished, but so exhausted that I was jumping up and down in my head. I could barely walk home! I'm going to train for a marathon next october. It's a good goal to shoot for. This way I can have something positive to look forward ( Read more... )

Somebody asked me something I haven't been asked before the other day. They asked me how I knew I wanted to get married, why did I say yes? I thought this was the best introspective question for me ever. I usually don't bring my feelings to the surface that way, I just tend to act off instinct, but I know that underneath my instinct are true ( Read more... )

It's SNOWING! It's SNOWING! It's SNOWING A LOT! I'm so happiieee! It'll finally be less gray and drab and depressing. Now it's pretty outside. And we can go snowboarding again. We got over a foot in 2 days. And it's not as cold outside anymore. I'm very happy. And the place I had an internship last summer is hiring now, they start at 60K a year! ( Read more... )

So I went out last night. That's right, me, went out on a weeknight and i was totally irresponsible and drank way too much, almost puked and even came into work late. It was fun though, even though I feel like poo today. It's so great living within a block of 2 bars....you don't even have to worry about driving or anything. You can just stumble ( Read more... )

I am so crazy. I don't even understand myself sometimes. I wake up in these moods and I just can't shake them all day sometimes. Poor chris gets the brunt of it. He tries to be so nice and there's just no good way to deal with me. One minute I'm hysterical and the next I'm fine. I keep thinking i don't deserve him but i need to stop thinking that ( Read more... )