You know, for those people who actually know my situation with Dan and Phill...

For those people who yelled at me at lunch today, and who are continuously getting on my ass about my decision....

You ever once think that maybe this hurts me too?

I'm in a bad mood tonight.

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I've had a lot on my mind since last Tuesday night. It sucks because I explained it to a few people, and I got their opinions. The more I think about it, the more they are right. Well, I have already heard four different sides to my situation. Once I get the fifth person's opinion (when he gets back from hunting) then we will see what happens, and ( Read more... )

(Due to my mother being a bitch, I couldn't update last night. That will be explained momentarily ( Read more... )

Well, since Dan is gone, I feel really paranoid. It's like I can't trust a lot of people. It's just one day of school, and then it should be Phill, Mark, and I after school, but still ( Read more... )

I had a pretty good day at school. Dan walked me home. He's leaving for three days because he's going hunting. He said if he gets anything he is going to bring me back some venison. Sexy! My dad and I dropped Dan off at his house, and then we headed off to my psychiatrist appointment. I talked about a lot of the stuff that's been going on with me, ( Read more... )

I haven't really touched my journal in a few days, so maybe I should. Well, I broke up with Phill today due to his recent change in personality and behavior towards his friends, and me. I feel that his friends were starting to dislike me, so I got pretty scared, and I hated the way he was acting also. I had to end it, and not let it progress any ( Read more... )

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I'm feeling kind of isolated tonight, and I feel like fucking nothing because of Dan, and then some things Mark and Phill said to me tonight (even though they were just playing). I find comfort in nothing.


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