I am an idiot and I'm sorry.  See, thing is, you keep getting my hopes up, and just when I think maybe I'm not being so stupid, you remind me that indeed I am being so stupid.  All right, and I know I've said this before but, I'm done.  I have put in all I can put in to get so little back.  Honestly, you seem like a great guy, but clearly you don't ( Read more... )

When I was a university student (13 long years of my life) I always looked forward to that time in my life when I would have a full-time job and actually have some money.  Yeah.. funny that ( Read more... )

So, despite a bad month where I've been mostly depressed, and not eating as well as I should, I finally made my second weight loss goal, and am now under 200 :)

This last week, I've been going to my parent's house to cook dinner, and I think that's really helped. It's kept me from the fast food :)

Vacation - had to get away.

Whoot!

No work until next week!

This morning I woke up again feeling sad and awful.  By the time I got to work, my eyes were watering with unshed tears (go fanfic for that description!)  I decided I couldn't keep on like this, so i called my dad, and much to my chagrin I couldn't keep the tears from falling.  I don't even know what's wrong, except maybe work is stressing me out ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know what's going on.  Well, clearly I'm falling into a depression, but I don't know why.  Things are good, aren't they?  Lately though, everywhere I go, I just feel invisible.  And not in a superpower kind of way.  I've always been a bit introverted and somewhat shy, but I've never felt overshadowed before, and now I do.  Now I ( Read more... )

Found it. It's a cover (as I suspected.) This recording isn't the worst i've heard, but it does suck is that in reality, the sound and vocals at a live concert with him are actually amazing, even better than the recorded stuff, and while I'm immensely grateful to those that video and post these things, they really... really don't do him justice ( Read more... )

Had a great time on Friday night, despite two of my friends backing out at the last minute.  I still went, and still loved him.  I think he's lost as much weight as I have since his last concert though.  If he loses anymore, you won't be able to see him when he turns sideways :P ( Read more... )

So lately (the last week or so) I've been a little down.  I've got a David Usher concert coming up on Friday, and I'm really not that excited about it.  I've mostly just felt down and lonely, and not really sure what's going on.  I had a nice night tonight, had dinner with the family, and everything was good, until my sis-in-law told me that she ( Read more... )

Lately my mind doesn't seem to be functioning at it's full capacity.  Take yesterday for example.  Yesterday, I forgot to eat lunch.  But wait, that's not the worst of it.  At about 4:00, I was very hungry and thought that that was strange because I usually do okay, despite the long day.  I attributed it to a slight change in my daily routine, and ( Read more... )