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I've been dead tired today. Then I remembered that I need to take the time out of my busy schedule to eat, rest, etc., or I'm not going to feel any better. I think maybe the fact that I've been cutting back on caffeine the past 2 days might have something to do with it.
I did see a career counselor last week, and she wasn't totally unhelpful, but ( Read more... ) -
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Oh. Where to begin? I feel like I'm going nuts a little bit. So there's a chance we may move soon. We found a great house in the beautiful town of Port Costa at a reasonable rate. Just looked at it today, and it's pretty spiffy! I have no idea how it'll work out with the lease applications and so forth; Steve's cousin is the only one of us with a ( Read more... ) -
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So I find myself upon another Christmas Eve, possibly the most comfortable one I've spent in years. Not comfortable as in 'cushy' or 'luxurious', but peaceful and contented. I haven't had this kind of peace in a long time. It's what I've wanted all my life, really ( Read more... ) -
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I'm still alive. I promise. As soon as Steve left, life got busier than hell. I was spending a great deal of time working on illustrations for Image And Nation's "Witch-Hazel" EP.
While this was stressful to some extent, I feel like it was a great opportunity to jump back into being an artist. It was like re-teaching myself a forgotten language, ( Read more... ) -
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I have an ugly secret. I spent a lot of time and energy over the past couple years fearing I'll be just like my dad. How is this an 'ugly' secret, you might ask? Well, maybe it isn't really, except to me, but then I am the only one who has to live with it. When I became horribly conscious of this earlier this year, I realized I couldn't live like ( Read more... ) -
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Today, for the first time in months, I felt like a normal person again. This means everything to me. Seriously, EVERYTHING ( Read more... ) -
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I grew up being obsessed with the past. In fact, I believe I may have written about this before, but the point is, I'm at the point where I really need to spend more of my energy looking forward than back so that I can move forward. This is not an easy thing to learn and will take some practice. And discipline. I do believe this is possible, but I ( Read more... ) -
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I have the best boyfriend in the world. And I seriously can't appreciate that enough ( Read more... )