Every now and then, someone from your past love life will pop up, and throw you through a complete loop. This has happened to me before, a few times.. I've always been able to shake it off, turn my back, and let the past be the past. This time, is different. I'm not sure if it's because I loved this woman like nobody I've met since, or because ( Read more... )

I'm sleeping, get woken up by a sherriff knocking on the door, he was there to serve me divorce papers and a restraining order, saying I can't see or talk to my son till this bullshit goes to court ( Read more... )

If only I could get through this ( Read more... )

Yanno, I think I finall figured it out. I don't want to live, I've known that for years, I'm tired, I don't want to go on. I'm to afraid to end it myself, I never will do something like that. I go on because I have no other choice. I'm to weak to end it all, I just want it over. I love my son, and I know he'll be better off with my parents, ( Read more... )

ok so yeah, I'm still alive, or as much as I really can be. I moved into an apartment in Waco, I don't really have shit but furniture. I have my computer but no net, got my tv's, but no cable. It's all fine with me, I don't want cable, I don't watch tv really. I miss having net though, myspace and livejournal are calling me, as is writing. I ( Read more... )

wow I haven't posted in a long time.. I am still alive, as much as I can be anyways. Last monday I got a credit card(wohoo my credit sucks), I got a new phone on thursday(stacey so loves me), and tomorrow I move into my apt. A place for just my son and I,to be alone, and finally get some fucking quiet. Well as much as you can get with a 2 yr old

I think I'm losing what's left of my sanity, which isn't very much. I don't do well being surrounded by people that toy with you, I want straight answers, I want the whole unabbridged truth and nothing less. Don't hide shit from me, don't give me bullshit reasons when I ask you why, tell me the goddamn truth. I have not worked since the end of ( Read more... )

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I've been busy.. I actually got to go out to a very kick ass party on saturday night for halloween. Ton of people, ton of alcohol, cops, was the bomb.. Never sat and chilled with a cop while I had a beer in my hand lol. Sometimes though, I hate the city I live in. It's very small in terms of people knowing eachother. I saw friends there that ( Read more... )

Dear Seth ( Read more... )