Hello! I am still alive!

( this was not written for public audience, but you can read it anyway... )

so it's been a really long time ( Read more... )

so it seems my past entries have been mostly about sex ( Read more... )

I miss India.

Do you still read lj, Fran?

i'm back to my crazy old self. my friends can attest to this. I miss the weird boy experience but am glad it's at least temporarily over. my inner child has been shut away in a dark dark cupboard for very long and i just found the key. she's glad for air again. she is more important than any degree or the rest of my life. Because she is my ( Read more... )

i feel so confused lately. and even though i know i ought to just find myself a colonel brandon i keep hoping willoughby will work. he won't ( Read more... )

first kiss! He really blows my mind. I went to his room today, though it took me about ten laps of anxious pacing on my bike before i got up the nerve to even enter his dorm, and then another ten minutes before stood facing his door, and another ten seconds after i knocked before he opened it, awkwardly wrapped in a bathrobe though it was only ( Read more... )

all day it snowed. after dinner as i was leaving dorland i was struck by the sight of the humid breath unleashed from the dorland laundry room being whipped into shapes by the wind, and within it i saw a spirit veiled spinning churning folding flying turning twisting wildly with the fine frost flung in glittering gusts from the roof. I wanted to ( Read more... )

i'm straight but i'm afraid of men so i flirt with women ( Read more... )