First day of spring term. Sounds cozy doesn't it, walking to school under the budding green branches, spring-blue skies overhead, watching little baby squiggers frolic about in the crocuses...yeah right. fucking freezing, snow everywhere. All in all though, good first day. I've got an 8:30 but I've gotten off easy these last two terms and anyway it ( Read more... )

An oxymoron. Double opposites caged in a single soul. How is it that joy and agony can come from the same source? One of life's unfathomable mysteries I suppose. Culpa omnae mihi est, semper egit, sed nihil facere possum. Amor gaudium magnum mihi adflictatiumque magis semper erit videtur.

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you

Mask of Zorro...great movie

Por mi amado de su amante...te adoro.

Nights like these...I just want to run...just run far away. Become one of those mysterious half-known wanderers who hang around just long enough to make you want to get to know them and then just pass along. There is bliss in solitude if you are one of those people who can see it. And I don't mean that it's nice to get away from people for a while ( Read more... )

So I have to get three days worth of homework done tonight because Dav and I are leaving on friday for wisconsin and we'll be gone all weekend. I'm so excited; I haven't been skiing all year. Last year I was on the slopes every weekend. Well we'll have to see how much I need to warm up again. No pun intended ( Read more... )

Last night I felt like a little kid on Christmas eve. You remember doing that; holding as still as you can with your eyes closed thinking that the faster you go to sleep the faster tomorrow will come ( Read more... )

First thought upon waking up this morning: Tomorrow! I'm about to run out and grab something to eat; should be doing homework but I don't seem to have much in the way of motivation right now. Oh well. Hon, I love you and I can't wait to hug you tomorrow!

Sooo...I am officially back in school...and my brain is apparently already fucked. I just arrived at work half an hour early because somehow I got mixed up this morning and thought that I was actually running a little bit late. So I arrived bright and early at 9:30 when I'm not supposed to show up until 10. This does not bode well for rest of the ( Read more... )

So...back at school, back to homework. New Year's was, well, interesting. I got some very unwanted attention and very inappropriate comments from this drunk guy in his fifties who kept trying to either get with or talk me into seducing his son. And of course I was already in this wistful/depressed mood from not being able to start the year ( Read more... )

What can you do when no one can hear you? What happens when everyone is asleep and you are utterly alone; isolated from that which you thought inextricably a part of you? You despair. Life comes crashing in and you wake up, unable to fall back into the dream. The Sun knew and yet did not know; it said the right name but it did not understand how ( Read more... )