i saw my Bridgette Jones today, wonder why she makes me feel like im melting whenever she says my name...i know i love this girl and i know that she loves me but whats this love supposed to be about anyway?? Only one thing i want from her that she cant give me...and that is all of her...shes bound to someone else and not my love for her or hers for ( Read more... )

i should never drink vodka, i dont even like it, and last night i drank a half a bottle of it...i was sloshed, just me and my Bridgette Jones...but the down side to the whole night is that at 10p her boyfriend showed up...i left, drunk and barely able to stand...but hey, i survived...

i think im loosing everything...
i have a problem...

nothing quite like seeing my Bridgette Jones show up at my door after days of avoiding my phone calls...She whispers a line of bullshit onto the table and i snort it like a line of fine cocaine ( Read more... )

ever not know what to do with your time? feel out of place almost everywhere i go...im so invisible that even i can see through me ( Read more... )

found my missing black book, wanna throw a brick through that girls window, hope i get some drugs before work...amen

i lost one of my black books...im fuckin pissed

battered and confused...should i leave it all behind?
Dont know where to start again...
lost..
stuck...

god forbid i would get any sleep tonite...nearly 6am and ive been awake for hours, tossing and turning, fading in and out of a weird dream-like state...kept seeing weird back roads in my sleep, i had this uneasy feeling as if i were some place i knew i shouldnt be, looking back on it, it didnt really seem like a dream...The road itself was unpaved ( Read more... )

N-i miss you...