Why do bads things happen to good, people. Nobody deserves bad things, especially the people that have heart, that care about others, that would do anything for other people I just dont understand. If God has a plan for everyone, why do the good people always get screwed in life. I dont understand it and it makes me wonder, whats the point in ( Read more... )

Do you ever wonder if you fit in.. i mean tonight i was with my friends and i found myself not having a whole lot of fun, im not depressed or anything but i just feel like i dont belong, i cant figure out why im unable to have fun, i finally realized how much i really do miss last year, at least up till june anyway i miss having someone to talk to ( Read more... )

Im so sick and tired of everyone drinking im tired of watching everyone party, its the weekend and thats not what i want to do, call me a loser but i just want someone to cuddle up with, someone to watch a movie with, i want to wrap my arms around someone, im so tired of wanting and never getting, wheres the luck, why cant there be someone to ( Read more... )

hmm whats missing? i wanna know whats missing in my life, things seem to be goin good, im not depressed, im not unhappy, im not angry, im not hurting, im doing good but i still feel that even tho im finally feeling ok again, something is missing, im not sure what it is either, im content right now, but content isnt enough, i want to fulfill what ( Read more... )

There is just one thing i always wanted in life, and its the one thing i cant seems to get, i dont belive its unrealistic, its achieveable its seems like everyone else has it im just not lucky...oh well some people get the good things in life and others dont, ive got good things that some people dont have, like a loving family, good friends, that ( Read more... )

why is it that one day can fuck me up so badly...all i wanna do is slep i dont even like gettin out of bed, i dont know what i want but i know i fell as tho i dont fit in here and i dont have anything special here, God just give me the strength to make it through days like today...

Why am i so jealous of what other people have, i dont like being jealous but they all seem to have the one thing that ive always wanted, ive always wanted to love, to be loved by someone, i am straight up jealouse of ppl who are lucky enough to spend the night with someone, and im not talking about sex, im talking aobut holding someone in your arms ( Read more... )

Well for the fist time in a year and half i have to go to class on monday...its only a lab tho so its not bad...tomorrow will be an interesting day, i start class at 10 and im not done till 7, thats the longest ive ever gone...im starting to feel everything is working out in my life, nothing really special has happened, no one special in my life, ( Read more... )

I can feel this is going to be a long entry...its prolly just rambling on anyway ( Read more... )

So many people did something fun for new years, so many people kissed someone at midnight, so many people had someone special to be with when the new year came in...me i spent it alone, like ive spent pretty much everyday this break...i think im gettin use to this lonliness, im not sure its good or but i must deserve it...